New Moon came out, did a whooping opening this weekend, beat the Dark Knight in some regards.

I've given up writing a long time ago. Why exactly? I just wanted to write about the things I wanted to write about.

"No you immature fucktard, you can't do that- are you arrogant? Stupid?"

-Theorized Constructive Criticism from people who know better.

She did. Stephenie Meyer did. Got a whole franchise out of the deal as well.

I can't.

I never will.

Yet people cling on to the idea that if they continue to follow protocol, suck some guild member's dick and play the game that they will eventually get to that level.

No...

No you won't.

It's absurd. The industry is fucked.

To follow protocol is to compromise the integrity of the story you wish you could write, but in the end you're just making adjustments and changes that you would have never made 5 years ago. All the while you rationalize "Oh but this is the right way".

By whose standards? The idiot who wrote "The Road"? Is this pessmistic attitude really the thing that's going to counterbalance Meyerpire bullshit? Fuck off with your doomsaying propoganda.

Fuck them. Fuck you. And most of all, fuck the people I wanted to write for, fuck this entire generation. I held my neck out trying to find something redeemable but at the end of everyday I just find and more evidence to the contrary...


I have nothing. I have no one. What do I have to be thankful for this holiday season? A bullet.

I dunno. Last words? Never turn a hobby into a career because there's always someone out there who will let you down and make you hate it. I'm hateful. I'm a miserable, bitter person who wants to hurt people the way they passively hurt him. I want to watch it all fade to black and this is the closest way I do it. The world gets what it wants, I get what I need.

Goodbye.